Episode #7, Season 1, almost ending, right before the scene Norman got to knew that Marie was pregnant, he was talking to Olivia about his life and said... "My whole life I’ve tried to live a certain way. I have a name and it meant something. I met a girl and that meant something. I tried to do right by it all be a good man, take a hard path over the easy. I’m not a good man." I don't understand what he meant by "I met a girl and that meant something." Which girl he is talking about here. I guess Olivia doesn't look like " a girl". His wife, Marie?? Or was there anyone else that I missed???? Please help me understand!!! Thank you!